TAKING RISK

Dear Blogger,

The word ‘risk’ has been in my mind lately.  I have been thinking what does it really mean. And there are many things going through my head every time I think of it.

For instance, taking a risk could be a thing that is really dangerous. It also means trying out things that can make your life in danger yet, it can be thrilling. And thrilling can turn out to be fun or enjoyable. Likewise, taking risk does not always mean the act of being in danger but the emotion you could get out of it. It is about the bundle of emotions that you can feel. As if all the molecules in your body system colliding each other and there is an entire zoo in your stomach. That handful of butterflies you can feel.

On the other hand, people have many interpretations about taking a risk. It can be about thru bungee jumping, sky diving or anything that can be done above the ground. That can make you feel nervous and that adrenaline rush pulsating through your system. However for me, the most risky thing I’ve ever done is falling in love.

At this moment, falling in love is my ultimate risk. It scares me a lot. Though, that is something that can make someone brighter. Yet, it frightened me. The scariest thing about falling in love is I have no control over the outcome. I have no idea whether I am going to crash again. Because falling in love with someone is giving them the ability to break your fragile heart once again.

“But if you didn’t take risk… you will never feel that feeling of being in love.”

How about you? What does taking a risk mean?

Hugs and Kisses,

Grace

FINAL WAVE

Dear Blogger,

I just want you to know that I am now part of the College of Science Official Publication – The Techbits. Even though, I wasn’t good and my grammar sucks. Lol Anyway, I was planning to pass this article since sembreak is coming but I was having a hard time translating it in English. Nevertheless, I want to share this article with you. Hope you’ll like it.

Ano nga ba ang Final Wave?

Para sa kinaaadikan kong game ngayon na Plants Vs. Zombies 2, ‘eto ‘yung final wave kung saan lahat ng zombies on that level ay makakalaban mo.  This is your last chance para ibigay at ilabas lahat ng plants at iba pang sandata mo. Sa tunay na buhay, this is the days or week battle between passed or failed. Especially, sa mga taong naghahabol, nanganganib at hindi nagpakatino throughout the whole semester. This is the battle kung saan ang weapon mo ay sipag at tiyaga. This is the days or week kung saan mararanasan mo ang mala-walking dead mong get-up or any related zombie series or film. ‘Eto ‘yung walang tulugan moment. Eye bags mong nagmumura. Ang kasangga mo dito ay tibay ng resistensya. Kape rin ang kasangga mo sa mga ganitong pagkakataon. Magiging sobra ka na sa kape. Magpa-palpitate. Mahihirapan huminga. Swerte mo na talaga kung papasa ka. Malas mo kapag naging lutang ka o ‘yung tinatawag na namental –block at higit sa lahat kapag hindi lumabas ‘yung mga ni-review mo.

Pero masasabi mo ba talagang nagreview ka kung ang exam ay kinabukasan na? Para sa’kin hindi. Tanggapin natin ang katotohanan. After ng exam makakalimutan mo na lahat.

My point of writing this article is hindi para pakielaman ang study habits n’yo. Dahil isa rin ako sa mga taong mahilig magreview the day before the exam o sa english mahilig mag ‘cramming’. I just want everyone to know that the real battle begins after this so called ‘final wave’.

Sembreak.

Heto ‘yung break kumbaga sa kitkat let’s have a break. Let’s take some rest. Pero makakahinga ka ba nang maluwag kung inaalala mo pa rin ‘yung grades mo last semester? Will I able to go through the next semester? Yan ang tanong na bumabagabag sa utak ko habang tina-type ko ‘to at alam ko gumugulo rin sa utak ng iba sa inyo.

Sabi nga ng professor sa isang subject kapag naka-tres ka, magpasalamat ka. Kapag singko naman magpasalamat ka pa rin.

Hindi lahat ng final wave ay final na talaga. Tandaan mo may next semester pa. May isang chance pang ibinibigay sa’yo. At wag mong sayangin ‘yun. Wag mong hayaan na sa susunod ganito pa rin ang eksena. Hayaan mo naman na magpahinga ang sarili mo at next semestral break ay ma-eenjoy mo na dahil alam mo sa sarili mo na nag-aral ka ng mabuti. Kung bumagsak ka man ngayon, gaya nga ng larong PVSZ2 there is always a retry button in every level kapag hindi ka nagsucceed huwag maubusan ng pag-asa. Galingan nalang next time.

I wrote this article while riding the jeepney from Monumento to our house. My thoughts are just so random. Actually, I am just so excited for the sembreak! Yes! Makakatulog din ng maayos! Bonding moment naming ng bed ko ‘to! Yey! But at the same time, I feel so nervous. Good luck to me! Good luck everyone! God bless us!

Love,

Grace

BLOGGER

Dear Blogger,

                      It's been almost a year since the last time I'd blog. And you know what, I really missed you a lot. Yeah. I missed blogging. It's been part of my life. Blogspot has been part of my life for almost four years now. But, things will be different now, for some reasons. Two months ago, I did a very hard decision. I've finally made this blog. And, I had let go all of my other blogs here in blogspot. I know, It's really tear-jerking to let go all of the memories I had made with my other blogs. But that's life. Sometimes, you gotta let go of what you can't have and what you can't change. Anyway, I don't want to elaborate things here. So, let's stop the drama. 

                      You can still viewed my other blogs. I just wanted it to be there. I won't delete or deactivate it. I want those memories to stay. And, for the four years of my blogging experience I want to give my deepest gratitude to those people who'd been part of my blog. I was so thankful to those painful memories I had. 'Cause we all know, Pain makes us stronger, tears makes us braver, and heartbreaks makes us wiser. so I have to thank the past for a better future. And In the near future, hopefully, they can read this.

                       Anyway, this is my first post. I want you to know that I'm trying to change something for the better. I want to start something new. And, I'am patiently waiting for the best thing to happen in my life. 

 Hugs and Kisses,

Grace ♥